It has been a while...

I sit here and don't even know where to begin. These past few months have been filled with lots of beginnings and lots of endings. Simply put, I fell in love with the idea of love. I thought I had lost my way in life but soon realized I was merely finding my way in life.... Little did I know my perfect planned out life wasn't going to work exactly how I had planned it and yes I was dumb enough to believe it would.

I ended my freshman year of college and boy was it (words can't describe) how wonderful it really was... but maybe a few pictures can!

This was in fact during finals week.... we decided to take a break from studying and head to gretch's for a mud fight

Although this photo is a lil nappy of just about everyone... I love it because it is the only photo I have of every single one of my best friends...oh and an added bonus Sammy himself (owner of the wonderful Sammy's) and Benton Paul (a singer) : Wade Wade, Madison, Calvin, Demarie, Camille, Taylor, and Nick.

Ceren's Jr. Miss pageant :)

I could probably create a 4 page blog just about this night. I'll make it quick though. J-lo (jake a really good high school buddy) came to visit me at byu. We went to Sammy's only to find a pretty awesome concert being held outside. Then we decided to show J-lo around campus and of course statue pictures were a must. Then we went into the Library where none other than Jimmer himself(cardboard version) was there. We quickly came to the conclusion to simply take Jimmer around out on the town. He had been in the library for months without a  breath of fresh air. Needless did I know the security guards would swarm Jake like he had killed someone... they soon begin to question him and boy was he quick to lie. (I do not recommend this) I say he should have just outrun the security guards... They were guarding the Library it's not like they were in tip top shape... But he stood around and Jimmer was returned to his spot. It was time to take Jake back to his dad as we drove I noticed a horrible sound coming from my car. We pulled over only to notice a flat... and a sign that read:

Yes we in fact had been Jimmered. That flat was the death of me it took three men to try, a few trips to some hardware and tire stores, and a faithful tay to finally fix that lovely custom tire. GAY. I hate my snow tires :) 

Spring break a thing BYU does not have but I desperately needed...
I first took a stop in California to visit my boyfriend and his family at the time.

And then I BOARDED THE DISNEY CRUISE!!!!

This is all the fam in Cabo

Para-sailing in Cabo 

Zip Lining in the Jungle of Puerto Vallarta

Beginning of SUMMER:) (a few highlights)

Nick's Graduation:)

campfires with the lil brothers

watching my best friend/cousin compete in Miss Utah

Visited Lagoon

4th of July

Swimming at Ross Park

Date night to Kansas Concert!

Goodbye to all my best guy friends on missions:)

Tay- Tay

Baby Todders

Wadelicious

Calvie

With every ending brings a new beginning and boy am I excited for the happiness it will bring:)

Feeling a little inspired.

http://lds.org/pages/the-spirit-of-revelation-2011-04?lang=eng

lEaRn

life is about learning.

 im learning alot of what "not to do" in college.... 

but get im growing... and isn't that what counts :)

so... this is called "criminal tresspassing"

it was not good.
i have learned from it.
i didn't know the hot springs were on private land.
i will never go on land that is not mine or my friends.
especially right before finals week.
life is too stressful to add this to it.

this is ash- hole she is my awesome roomie. we sleep in ONE VERY LONG BED... why?
 because I learned we could.

NEW YEARS:)
I have learned to set goals:
3.75 gpa
attend all classes
work out everyday
eat healthy
read my scriptures and pray daily

I learned that my granny is cooler than yours.
yes she is bitting her finger and wearing cheetah print pjs at the age of 82.

ICE CREAM LAND with COLTON:)
one day we had this awesome idea to just fill a whole tray with icecream
...so to easy finals week we created this...
I learned you cannot eat a whole tray of ice cream with two people.

the FAM on Christmas Eve
i have the worlds greatest family.
and duh i already knew that:)

this is me GROW ing UP>>>>>>>

hate:

Hate can challenge a man to do or be something he isn't.
Hate has filled my past few months....but don't worry I AM FREE.
I am coming back.  Stronger than before.

Thanksgiving Break and a few events prior

tis the season to be thankful.

I'm thankful for Harry Potter Part One! It was the first midnight premiere I was fully awake for... yes it was that good!

Ivy and I getting ready for some harryawesomeness

before the show I was the chef in charge of making these harry potter treats

I'm thankful for paint!

dancing+ paint filled squirt guns=  awesome Paint Fight dance

before...and

 

after....

 I'm thankful for the opportunity to teach this Asthma Class

My students at graduation

 I'm thankful for BYU Sports

BYU vs. UTAH STATE

the crew

me=winning team them=loosing team

tay-tay and me at the football game

I'm thankful for safe traveling

Yes! I did survive the Blizzard of 2010. It was by a small miracle that my travel time from Provo to Idaho Falls was only extending by 15 minutes due to this "horrible" storm.

My awesome travel buddy, DEMARIE:)

I'm thankful for muscles... hmm ya?

I'm thankful Nick is finally 18!

I'm thankful for awesome friends and scouting..it isn't for fools.

black friday= 10:40 pm - 7:00 am of non stop shopping

Best friends till the end:) love ya cami

I'm thankful that I came across this picture of Zachary that he took of himself on the computer...

He enjoys the mac photo booth a little too much

life is good and full of HAPPY DAYS :)

NOVEMBER

The Family at the grandpa's burial site.

But on a Happier note..

I WENT SKYDIVING!!!

This accomplished one of my goals for this school year!

the banana position!

this is before the big jump.

the ride up

I jumped 50,000 feet without hesitation.. should I be concerned.

please note my face.

LET ME TELL YOU A QUICK LESSON I LEARNED:
NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HOT DOG ON A STICK..
DON'T EVER EAT TWO CHEESE STICKS AND A LARGE LEMONADE
BEFORE SKY-DIVING... NUFF SAID.

bahahha me covered in barf




MY SKYDIVE RECOMMENDATION IS HIGH!!! GO AND JUMP..
But please don't die.
yeah so pretty much you can call me "the girl who lived"